A hell of good gooddd 4 . 

4 days .

Sorry but tbh I slept with Miura Haruma & celebrated his birthday together hugging each other on bed , the next thing I remembered was waking up in his arms & he wouldnt let me go so I missed my first briefing of my licensed . LOL . Then I went to Ted's & had a sleepover after a long time not spending time with his family which also mine's too . Kenduri ,all those stuff . The next day , went to Alor Star with Nasuha & My Kak Cik *konon nak pergi Karnival Mara* . It ended up fucking crazed with my bunch of friends from Sungai Petani which were Aegyo Queen , BhaiBil , Che Nad , Diva & oh Afiq , Ainul's boyfieee . Alright but then Miss Nasuha sleepover my house , of course sapa tak kenal NSUEW , talkative , NO TALK-ACTIVE . Hahaha seriously , so all we do were talk talk talk about this & that , SINGING ! dont foget to add that . Aisehhh so tonight I just got back from..... GYM lol laugh ppl . hahaha etceli lemak ai ni dah lama bertempek kat perut , so I hope that I'll keep this up for two months . Gym is fucking awesome , my body started to feel lighter , I miss doing sports so much T^T So I made love with the treadmill & burned plus/minus 200 calories , so sad athelete pencen ni haa , hahaha Ok so wish me kurus ASAP -w-

*bad writing , I know , malas nak tulis lawa2 . 

Hello hello hellllo . 

I was actually going to update yesterday but apparently, I didn't . 

DA DA DUMMM

Because I promised to update when I've finished reading Fanfics right after , it means I ended up reading fanfics all-day-long mwehehe . IT'S AN ADDICTION ! Nahh not really , I only read JiminxJungkook/BTS otp fanfics , other than that , NOT INTERESTED . SO I've got my SPM result , nothing much happening , got 4As only . A lil sad and dissapointed but when I flashback through the SPM weeks , I didnt spend my time studying but watching Running Man , Reading Wattpad , Sleep , Eat , Eat again and OH ! Poop . 

LET BY GONE BE BY GONE , I dont need be envied of my friends achievements , they earned while idk what the hell was going on back then . NEW TARGET ! ANUGERAH DEKAN ! wihihihi just a serious shit that I'll prove myself that I AM ATHIRAH IZZATI ONCE AGAIN . Not the pathetic useless athirah that I used to be in Mad Jiwa . SHAME ON U ATHIRAH . Today I got an offer from idk what college is that , it's DIPLOMA IN PHARMACY . Again , NOT INTERESTED . Without hesitant I mumbled, "Dad, can I throw this away?" I'm looking forward to get offers in Engineering field , hopefully there are universities that'll accidentally pulled out my details and say "TODAY IS YOUR LUCKY DAY ATHIRAH IZZATI , I'm picking you cuz I feel like to ." Wonderful isn't it ? Keep on dreaming til I drooled all over my bed then suddenly the whole Kodiang are flooded with my saliva . Euw ? HAHAHA

My entry today . Keep it short , 150cm like me . Hahaha . PEOPLE PLEASE STOP HIDING IN YOUR SHELL , YOU AINT GETTING PRETTIER COME 'OUT'SIDE WITH ME !! I mean online your Facebook , it's bored 'out' there . Honestly you dont need to feel insecure with your results , that's what you've got , can't change it nor hope for it to be changed . 

Keep your Swag on ,

Athirah Izzati is not ashamed of her result so you should to !

p/s : tapi tak perlu lah batak yg banyak A tu nak post slip kat fb/twitter/instagram etc. KAN ? org tanya jwb ah , tak fikir org yang dpt A sikit ni down ? Takdelah down , annoyed aje . well apa apa pun I'm happy for those who got great results , ANNYEONG !

LEAVE YOUR FOOTPRINTS ON THE LEFT SIDE OF THIS BLOG ! Say Hi or something . At least ? :3

5 days left huh ? 

Mom , Dad  & family all I can say is

I am sorry .

I screwed my high school ,

I stopped having good grades since

I left for another school .

Miyanhae

Completely useless am I ?

I am right ?

The worst is that

I am

Less than zero .

Sorry Mom .

Sorry Dad .

I've been avoiding talking

about this . Sorry Dad .

I replied coldly .

Did I hurt you ?

I'm going to hurt you even more .

I'm sorry Dad .

There are not much that I can repay you

I have to make myself 

promise

that

I wont hurt you more that I ever did before.

Sorry for being useless .

" I forget things easily . Too bad huh ? Yeah my bad . Usually when I'm alone , a lot of words popped out in my mind "What should I wrote in blog" "Maybe I can say it like this" . I will constantly arrange the words , unfortunately if I missed to write it down quickly , say bye bye to my fantastic writings . My level of memory is so damn sucks , I wish I can remember things a lot . Sometimes I thought that I really have Men's Brain- easily dump things which are less important . What can I say ? Seems like everything is not in my first priority hahaha . "

Last night , I dreamt of my friends plus my crush . Haha it was so funny yet heartwarming I wish it lasted longer although it was long enough for me to roll on my bed smiling like a crazy person . 

Hello Monyet ? RAMONG ??? Are u there ? 

Ok I dah set my blog as public , so u can follow me apupupupu

So now it's my post is in blue , now Idk what to do . *OH it rhymes ! 

I've been taking days editing my blog with those confusing new coding that makes me feel so so SO NOOB in this . UGHH I used to be kinda rock in editing blog lol . I'm not kidding , it was before they started the classic template now that blogskins.com has to be my main source , using someone's creation ? really ? *long sigh . Guess I had to & I need it tho , if not with all my craps but my blog will look like one too .

Thousands of apology , I am not much of a writer . I am a talker hahaha Talking is my main ingredient to lighten my days & for certain times other's days . I am most utterly not a shy person with my friends but will be freakishly one with UNIDENTIFIED TALKING HUMANS . You're a anonymous ? You're someone that I never met before ? I'm sorry I just can't . I'm kinda okay with girls , but guys NO just NO . You have to be someone's son first & then I'll talk to ya hahaha jk . Come on , try me . Maybe I'll consider it LOLOLOL . See? Craps . Haha I'm just being meee not youuuu .

Okay , I have decided not to bring up stories about my crush/crushes even ex-crushes in my blog . Cuz when I read my posts back, a sudden embarrassment attack on my face like lightning strike through my liver u know LIKE KILL ME !!! WHY DIDNT ANYBODY STOP ME BEFORE I POST THAT THING ?!
*SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Yah k just it is so stupid . Do I have a crush right now ? Maybe . Ok that's it .

Enaf is enaf , send a chat to me already !!! 

Wait I want to do a proper funeral of my belated name with my gegurlz AMIRA ATIQAH & DAYANA 

Rise dear #THEPOJRAMONGDITOT

R.I.P #THERAODIE

 #LUVAFFAIR 

OKAY BABABABABAIIIIIII